hellooo everyone!:) well in 7 and a half hours I will be at the hospital waiting for my operation!
I am feeling quite positive about it and I'm really trying to be brave, but I keep forgetting about it and then suddenly remembering and getting a wave of fear. It just feels like I have an incredibly long journey out in front of me and its really daunting to know whats in store for me in the next weeks. I am sure everything is going to go fine though but I just feel so full of aprehnsion, I think when I wake up I'm gonna feel mega relieved to just be on the other side:)
I had such a lovely night tonight with my friend Olivia, we cooked a feast for my last proper meal! We cooked salmon and pasta and then we made a huge cake with marshmellows inbedded inside, and also a cheesecake! it was so fun:)
I will update again probably tomorrow, I'm going to make videos at the hospital as well!:)
Also I want to say a massive good luck to Erin because she is having her surgery tomorrow too! We are surgery pals:)